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autism, adhd, depression, anxiety, borderline, cptsd, chronically ill (treatment resistant severe asthma)
♈︎💫morton💫♈︎
they/he, 29, quoiromantic asexual
alternate names; mort/morty, prog, nekumanifestation; n/abirthday; 13 april 1996associated with; art (mostly digital), writing, space, aliens, trains, coding, dinosaurs, rpg games, puzzle games, rhythm games, paleontology, egyptology, sending and receiving mail, etcfaves; neku sakuraba, emmet pkmn, futaba sakura, snufkin, yugi mutou, invader zim, max s&m, team rocket meowth, etc
original host/core, in charge of being an adult (household chores, yard work, phone calls, therapy, paying bills/managing money, etc) and generally just staying alive. main front, handles the brunt of mental health symptoms. anxious, overly apologetic, paranoid, distrusting but somehow overly trusting at the same time, does his best to be friendly.
♈︎🐇rabbit🐇♈︎
he/she, 8, aromantic asexual
alternate names; rhyme, jade, hoppymanifestation; 2000-2006(?)assigned birthday; 4 april/easterassociated with; rabbits, sanrio, easter, flowers, cute things, colouring books, kid's media, flash games, stickers, playdough, sweets, white, pink, pastels, rainbowfaves; shirousa, g.i.r., terriermon, jade harley, greg otgw, moomintroll, rhyme bito, poppy pkmn, cream sth, scorbunny, etc
child/helper and fictional introject of childhood imaginary friend. in charge of retaining innocence, remembering to eat/drink water, and remembering to eat vegetables. holds trauma and memories from early childhood. sweet, childish, and friendly, but often retreats in times of high stress. fronts occasionally, usually with a cofront.
♓︎⚡lesley⚡♓︎
she/they, 22-28, demiro sapphic
alt names; les, coco, queenmanifestation; feb 2020assigned birthday; 25 feb/mardi grasassociated with; pokemon, pikachu, magical girls, makeup, red, yellow, orange, black, pinks or magentasfaves; coco atarashi, iono pkmn, elesa pkmn, klara pkmn, junko enoshima, tak iz, little my, emmy altava, naomi hayward, kaikaina grif, agent texas, cosplay pikachu, etc
aggressor and introject from specific trauma, in charge of handling rage and harsh self care. brash, bitchy, blunt, speaks her mind. swears a lot and is often quick to anger, but has a good heart. trauma holder, fronts often.
♑︎🖤void🖤♑︎
it/they/he, ageless, aro ace
alt names; v, deemo, abyssmanifestation; 2012(?)assigned birthday; 1 jan/new yearsassociated with; void, piano, night sky, darkness, black holes, black, dark blues, purple or magentasfaves; deemo, black mage #288, the glow cloud, darkrai, giratina, etc
internal caregiver. in charge of having a calm presence and helping channel emotions. very motherly presence, often hums or makes static noises. never/rarely fronts or cofronts.
♉︎🌙riku🌙♉︎
he/him, 38+, demi/homoro ace(?)
alt names; ingomanifestation; originally 2008-2009(?), reappeared may 2020assigned birthday; may 20associated with; the moon, cars, motorcycles, locomotives, construction vehicles, smoke and clouds, vampires, religious imagery, city lights at night, silver, dark blues and purplesfaves; riku kh, ingo pkmn, gilbert nightray, lemres, aesop carl, akihiko sanada, absol, etc
protector, originally a fictional introject of riku kh, currently identifies more with ingo from pkmn bwbw2 (and specifically pla). in charge of general emotional support and being rational/responsible. big brother figure, often a bit stuck in the past and/or confused about current year. used to front occasionally but currently rarely fronts or cofronts.
†mental health†
morty; insomnia, trust & abandonment issues, flashbacks, paranoia, delusions, hallucinations (audio & tactile), age regression, identity issues, anxiety attacks, overstimulation, high/low empathy, sometimes nonverbalriku; high/low empathy, delusions
rabbit; flashbacks, anxiety attacks, overstimulation, high empathy, often nonverballes; insomnia, impulsivity, anger outbursts, overstimulation, low empathyvoid; high/low empathy, often nonverbal
we all deal with a certain mix of these symptoms, but these are the symptoms certain alters faces/struggles with the most
alters that are not currently active, and may have been reintegrated
shikamaru; he/him, 14-18, protector and fictional introject of shikamaru nara (naruto), manifested 2006-2007, went inactive 2007-2008, but may have resurfaced as riku.
gaara; he/him, 12-16, persecutor and fictional introject of gaara (naruto), manifested 2006-2007, highly delusional and unstable, went inactive 2007-2008
'diagnosed'(?) DID by a psychiatrist we saw literally once through our disability case, but suspected OSDD of some kind by our usual therapist & nurse practitioner. we left that psychiatry appointment super unsure if we'd received an OFFICIAL diagnosis or not so??? better safe than sorry, so we're sticking with the OSDD label for now because we personally don't feel like we don't check off all the boxes for the full DID diagnosis. this might change with further treatment & diagnosis.